All I wanted was for you to reach out
It seemed like a blow
to know
that once I actually stood at that edge
once I had finally decided to let go
I still hoped
that you would
reach out
and bring me back

Careless
Cold
Heartless
or
the fact
that you simply chose to ignore
my cry for help

Waving it away
as if everything would resolve on its own

Indeed
You could have reached out
but you didn't

and that
was my affirmation

that final push

goodbye